This will be the best but also an unwanted gift, not only for Valentines day, but for life. This is so sad... :( I can't even say "don't worry dear, in time you'll be fine" to her if I meet her. All I can say is, "my deepest condolences to you Lauren, and to his family and friends". May he rest in peace.   :'( I feel really sad and sorry for you Lauren, hope you stay strong. :(